Homing by Hein Min Tun

To my adoptive Papa---
 
How dare you say
'I am your father.'
If only you knew the hell in your eyes
          and your face possessed by Satan.
   How your tongue stabbed me in the back.
I've never been scared by anything 
       worse than the much later manifestation 
       of your true colour towards me. 
                 Your face a thundery sky
always smothering me in gloom
        after you found out 
                               what I am. 
I am just gay. I have done nothing 
wrong in human sense.
         That gay I am who brought
a photo of graduation to your guest parlour,
when both of your sons didn't care to. 
          Wasn't he the gay who lived up to your expectations? 
      I gave you feelings of immense joy and pride 
      that you'd never experienced before. 
But do you know
             how I proudly say to people
     its my father after all who has brought me this far?
     I passed your tests,
and earned a rare honour for you.
     But it hurts me at the core to hear
     that I have reduced your honour to the dust
                             by being gay freely.
   I have done everything 
           you wanted me to.
     Just let me do one thing 
out of my heart
           in this fragile life.

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