Time was a blue trailing meteor
flashing across the glinting coal of my eyes,
defying the serene, still, spheres
floating, then paper moons folding,
slipping to the floor,
clothes, in vast disarray,
from one space to another,
he and I searching, naked,
because fucking
scatters inhibitions
in places hard to find.
These passing weeks
were the spangled river
of our milky galaxy,
a riot of undoing,
rocking me into a
cloud of unknowing,
in which I breeched my vow—
the mark of blood on him
wailed silently over my
wastrel love, yet in
my mourning
he held me fast.
In the starry pool of his shoulder
were moss, birch, wine
the tannins of goodbye.
I had sworn to the
gods of the spheres
to withhold my
love for him,
because loving
scatters the heart
in places hard to find.